What I learned in 2018

I stood on the beach last year at this time and was wishing pretty hard. I didn’t know exactly what would manifest this year but I knew I had to have faith that things would be okay. Some themes of this year were- gratitude, letting go, vulnerability and self-care.

Anyone who knows me knows I like to get up early and be productive. That hasn’t changed but I decide what I work on, and when. I learned I need some creativity in my life, usually every day and definitely as a way to beat stress. Creating a yoga class, studying something new, and writing are all ways I can be creative. I learned I love volunteering at my daughter’s school, being part of her world even if she doesn’t know I’m there. I learned I really like my own company and need time to check in with myself, especially after taxing work or extensive social interaction.

Explore- I coined this mantra while in awe of the San Juan mountains this summer. The Rocky mountains have been a reliable refuge and are the place I return to again and again to discover the next scary cave.  Those red, craggy peaks in the sky gave me permission to explore during this transition and to be comfortable with the uncertainties it would bring. Life is for living!

Connections- Change brings about a ripple effect in life and not all connections will remain, at least not in their same form. The connections I am making now are a response to what has changed in me and what I am reflecting outward. I (try) not to get sad about the connections that have faded and instead stay focused and thankful on the ones that are illuminating NOW. I have everything I need.

Manifest- I hosted an intimate little 11:11 brunch with some lovely ladies on November 11th to “manifest” what we wanted more of in our lives. I was delighted to watch the ladies who showed up connect that day. I love helping to bring people together! It is truly one of my favorite things. I have become a believer in manifesting- you get back what you put out there. (I’m manifesting happiness and connections, btw). I create my own reality.

I learned I’m fortunate, strong and capable. I learned it’s safe to be vulnerable, with the people who’ve earned the right to hear my story. I’ve learned to let go of things that no longer serve me- whether it’s anxiety or relationships. I’ve learned I have all the tools I need to be healthy and happy.

Here’s to welcoming 2019 with open arms!